same object is about to return and roll down across between the Earth
and Moon once again.
Along with the returning object the
most fantastic event is about to occur again!
The sight of the Moon's light is transformed over the object's upper
A series of fantastic visual events occur.
The Moon's changed, and then very intensely changed and focused light
is suddenly very precisely oriented directly at you, the viewer.
Somehow it turns out there really
is a big ancient mystery.
Somehow it turns out that there really is a very big
that happens, a very big ancient thing!
Now the sight of what the ancient mystery looks like, is very suddenly
The ultimate ancient mystery is suddenly there and now it's moving
up through space from the object focused directly at the viewer.
The impossible is there, "happening," and
it's noticed you.
There really is an "Awesome Good," and it is this sight!
The ancient mystery is not just what's going on in
the first place?
Just to start with, How could a returning object
I can think of a few good questions to ask but I don't
have many or actually any answers.
I can only describe the sight of what happened and what things looked
Also I can describe the very distant fringes of
the shape effects.
If a person knows to let their
eye follow and ride the obelisk shaped point of the big main shadow
as it travels into the distance to the right, into the expanse of
the fantastic changed light from the Moon, then they will see and
they will know.
Very suddenly in shocking clarity your viewing perspective, "the
place were you see from," moves forward and has changed and you
seen to be looking from a very suddenly closer viewing position.
From a modest height above, you are now looking down to a place that
is just below and in front of your viewing position.
The first area of changed light that is moving in your
direction, suddenly very noticeably is perceived. The point of the
shadow has sculpted a shocking familiar form out of the changed light.
The focus point, or the focal point, the "heart," of the
Moon's changed light has formed!
This focal point is the first thing you see right after the sudden
squiggly line of the former point of the big main shadow after it
is finished the first part of the sculpting.
An incredible sight that lasts for mere seconds at
You really won't have time to think but you will suddenly know what
you are looking at and you will know in those seconds that you
are looking at "the muscular back," of the the Awesome Good!
How could it be otherwise?
There is no chance that any person could possibly believe
these seconds and then especially the next seconds without seeing
them for themselves. I understand that and that's part of the point
I'm just saying that people should watch the
point of the big shadow go into the distance towards the upper right
past the object's far horizon.
If they are able to get that far then very suddenly they will also
be looking down from just behind and just above the incredible sight
that I describe.
Even when people finally do "see," even though it's undeniable,
people will want to question their own eye's.
That's easy for me to understand.
The point for me is not to go around trying to convince anyone concerning
the exact details. Instead I have decided to simply describe and say
what I saw.
Time, the full big huge roundness of time is rolling down and the
big show along with it. Things are going to happen all by themselves
and it is not for me to try to "convince."
Certainly nothing about this is easy.
Something's are simple but there really is nothing to do with
this, that actually happens to be easy.
Suddenly the incredible heart
of this event, "The Awesome Good," light from the Moon,
suddenly reorients itself and turns to face you!
You are looking directly at an area of moving, lasting light. It is
a part of the area of the light's one way, slowed down, and then as
an area moving altogether, moving wave.
The shock and especially the shocking intensity all start instantly
when the heart of the entire changed light event has finished turning
around and "getting up" all in one motion, upwards towards
it's upper left.
The "Big Sight" is now focused directly back at you!
This is were you want your eye to be. The entire
point is to see.
Instantly all viewer's are going to suddenly know
that, "need to look away feeling!"
You are now "forced,"
to comprehend the incredible sight of the start of the
ultimate ancient mystery!
The now badly struggling viewers have
to keep looking.
You would think that having come all this way all viewer's will naturally
want to look, and they do, they will want to look. But looking was,
and looking is, and looking will always be very intense and difficult!
Does a telescope magnify the light's incredible pressure and intensity?
I have no idea.
Off the scale is off the scale.
As a kid at the time, I certainly had no idea that there was any sort
of scale, but that's were I suddenly found myself. Ancient people
this intensity in the past and I know what they mean.
A very big goal of mine
is to try to ensure that as many eyes as possible are riding the point
of the big black main shadow, the next time it suddenly isn't strait
anymore, at that instant after the up and down and up and down stops,
when the shadow's point then starts drawing the zig zagging squiggly
line in the distance of the moving arriving and suddenly there, solid
looking and lasting light of the Moon.
The sudden shocking manner in which the suddenly formed lasting light
focuses and is suddenly very intensely focused on you, the "viewer,"
is an incredible and unbelievable sight to see.
This is one of the special moments that was written about in the distant
This is an incredible wondrous thing to see!
This is the written about "moment," when you are first "noticed!"
Somehow the sight is real!
You are suddenly watching this happen,
and very suddenly somehow the feeling, of being intensely noticed,
is very real!
The heart of this incredible visual spectacle, that is real light
from a real place, the Moon, is the center and heart of a now completely
immense new place, once again, the Moon's light!
The incredible heart of this entire immense place, and this entire
new place, blends with the object's forward rolling surface, it's
upper right horizon, and becomes a totally new great big huge
It's as if the this whole great big huge thing that is suddenly just
simply right up there, has noticed you! A very intimidating situation
to suddenly be literally faced with, guaranteed.
One of the big questions is obviously why does this
incredible sight look the way that it does look?
This should be impossible but there it is.
It is the impossible and it definitely seems as though it has noticed
Suddenly a situation completely beyond belief is happening to the
A very strong and completely indescribable pressure and intensity
is now there from light that is basically only as bright
as the Moon.
The changed and lasting light from the Moon is no were
near bright enough to be hard to look at.
The Moon's changed light's details are clear and easily seen if you
are able to stay looking at them. There were glistening points of
light within, however even their brightness was not enough to make
you unable to stay looking at them similar to the way the sun is bright.
The viewing tips I offer are completely accurate and
Allow your eye to ride and follow and be drawn along by the point
of the big black main obelisk shaped shadow as it travels into the
distance of the valley to the right and you will arrive, and you will
I am just am ordinary dad. I have no big answers. I
don't know the how and I don't know the why.
I don't know how could this possibly be.
I always ask myself, how could this possibly be?
I simply obviously don't know.
All I know is that I saw the big thing that rolled down across between
us and the Moon that night.
Many years of asking that same old, "but how could this be"
question, have got me nowhere. I try not to but I still ask myself
this same old question, but it is a waste of my time.
It's a waste of my time to keep asking it and it's a waste of my time
to keep trying to answer it and I don't try anymore.
That's part of why I asked people to "please,"
don't bother to ask me the question, "but, how could this
For me, asking and trying to answer this question is just simply a
complete waste of time.
I understand that I can't ever hope to begin to truly
understand the profound importance of this sight, however I do know
and understand some basic things having seen the last return and the
first portion of the visual spectacle that is created out of the Moon's
It is a simple thing for me to realize that there will be a very great
number of people who would and will be interested in knowing about
this spectacular sight so that they can also see.
That's a big part of the point for me.
It is my intention to describe what I saw. It is also
my intention to provide future viewer's with detailed viewing tips,
so that they can also expect their own eyes to be arriving along with
everyone else's gaze, all together at that very special point, at
the same instant in time within the distant area of the very fantastic
and changed light from the Moon.
There are many things that are important and this is
one of them.
None of this is actually easy, however compared to the big impossible
questions, this part turns out to be easy. Providing viewing tips
would certainly be simple for anyone if they were looking and they
saw what happens.
There is a certain amount of looking left and right
that you want to do.
You don't want to be looking left, right at the big moment.
You definitely could miss the sight of the first instant if you aren't
actually looking at it.
I lucked out and I happened to look back to the right just in time
or I would not actually know about the very first sight.
In my viewer's guide,(s) I describe the sights and the order of events.
This time, "they," are going to get lots of pictures of
the object's surface, the hard ground of the place so don't look left
at the object's rolling surface for to long. You can hopefully sit
down and inspect the pictures later.
Instead, play it safe and don't stay looking left for to long.
I describe the timing.
I feel as though I have a responsibility to
recommend the safe conservative course.
Look right and left and look down, but look back to the right early,
and find the rapidly moving point of the big main obelisk shaped shadow
as it rapidly moves away from you and focus on remaining looking at
You don't want to miss this chance to see!
All I can say is look around but be sure you look back to the right
Once all the viewer's in the future have seen the strait
line of the shadow's point finish going up and down and up and down,
the zig zagging, cutting back and forth, squiggly line starts to happen.
The next instant is a very very special point in time and an incredible
sight to suddenly know that you are seeing. The impossible heart of
the event is suddenly way more than just simply there to be seen.
Then seconds later, once the Awesome Good has finished getting up
and turning around to it's left and the big noticing has started,
the Moon's changed light is now rising and moving towards the viewer
directly through this now very close and very uncomfortably clear
focal point that is now obviously very directly, specifically directed
strait at you, the viewer.
This does happen and I can only guess that it has always happened.
This is just the first part, but this is definitely a big part of
the big sight of old, and it's on it's way back to that place between
the Earth and Moon, right now.
I am able to provide some basic in site and some viewer's
tips. Since I was using a telescope during the last return, I am only
able to provide guidance from the perspective of a small backyard
telescope. I don't know how far away the object would have looked
without the use of a telescope.
Could the circumstances regarding this next Return be different when
compared to the last Return?
I don't know, we will have to wait and see. That's a question that
will be answered on that day or rather on that evening, just after
I try to discuss this difficult situation on the, "Return Preparation
and Prediction Issues" page.
I am able to point to the May 24th date of the second
last Return in 1926.
A very short description is offered but it is all that
I need to know that a Return is described. Also I know that
the date and even the exact time of the last return is known.
"They," detected, "The Apollo Detection,"
what I saw, "My Mississauga Sighting".
It turns out that there is some sort of chance that the object's orbit
can be understood at least to some degree. Because of the fact that
the object and entire event seems to have been seen from a closer
position in the very distant past, some very serious questions suddenly
present themselves and are unavoidable.
Instead, as always I try
to remain focused on the good that is real.
For most of my life I had no clue that there could potentially be
some sort of downside.
After realizing and spending a great deal of time worrying about the
possibilities related to "a downside," I can thank
some ancient author's for providing a very welcome measure of relief.
I understand that because of the not so simple
fact that the changed light is the big ancient subject, there are
some very real and very solid and very fantastic reasons why it is
possible to actually have real and true hope.
I understand that these reasons will not seem like they could be real.
Also I understand that these reasons for hope will be very widely
For me personally I know that reasons for hope are as real as the
sight of the changed and lasting light from the Moon. For most of
my life I did not understand or even know about these reasons.
Finally I am able to feel better and I can tell people that when it's
time and the object is approaching they can know that overall it turns
out that there are reasons why they can have some hope and some relief
from the fear we will be suddenly feeling.
It's not as simple as the fact that the object
is going to miss the earth as always.
It goes beyond that foregone conclusion and then very quickly goes
strait into some very difficult areas.
These areas at least some of these areas are in fact also related
to the reasons why there really is hope.
It's only a small starting point for people on that
very difficult and fast approaching day in the near future. I know
that knowing these reasons for hope is the one big thing that helps
Because of some of the things I know and because of the sights I saw,
I understand that I have to let myself be led by things that I know
Being widely unbelieved is something that I understand completely
and expect. Because I saw the last Return, I understand what is real
and what is not, at least up to whatever point.
The big rolling place will roll down and go by.
My anxiety does not relate to whether anyone believes my descriptions.
Except for the Return preparation issues and the people who will need
to understand these issues ahead of time before the object returns,
for me, the importance of actually being widely "believed,"
by "people," is not the point. Even for the rest of the
people that I just mentioned actually believing really is not the
Hearing about the object so that people know what's happening
when they suddenly see
or somehow suddenly detect the returning object is a very big part
of the point for me concerning those folks who look out into space
using those big telescope based instruments.
The "proof" of what I am saying will
All of the big believing will take care if itself later, at
the appointed time, whenever that is exactly.
I am able to see that some very basic things are completely
Also I can see a great deal of the unknown. I'm not saying that I
understand all those big unknown things, but I did see some of them.
The sight of the Awesome Good is surely the most ancient and one of
the most mind boggling sights ever. Somehow a sight that is clearly
at the heart of the big point of it all!
How could it be otherwise?
The ancient people all seem to have been very impressed by this sight
and especially very enthusiastic about this whole event. After seeing
the first portion of this event, I can understand some of the enthusiasm!
I am going to try to build a clear enough picture of
what I saw so that others have a chance to understand some of what
is rolling down towards us once again. The ancient Big Thing is returning.
Not just the object and the entire fantastic visual event that it
generates but the specific focus or focal point of the light. The
actual "Big Thing!" The "Awesome Good," is about
to arrive back home once again!
The true heart of the entire event, the focal point
of the illusion is real.
It's real and unless this sight somehow skips a turn every other time
by, or the main most important crater rim piece that casts the big
main obelisk shaped shadow has been somehow damaged or broken, the
big sight will be here and seen again!
I saw it and I can point to it's ultimate evolution here on Earth,
carved in stone!
This time it's not going to quietly sneak past.
These days the world is looking outward into space.
The object will be detected and seen before it rolls down across between
us and the Moon.
Using the basic points I mention in the Viewer's Guide for use with
a small telescope, viewer's will know what they can expect ahead of
There is a certain place in the light that all viewer's will want
their eye's to be arriving, right at that ultimate and very special
moment. Just by sheer luck I know this because
this is what happened to me.
The Viewer Guide's basic points describing the scene
and landmarks and specific details will allow future viewer's to understand
the big ancient series of events that leads your eye right up to the
formation and the sculpting of the Awesome Good and the very startling
and suddenly totally shocking heart of what must somehow actually
be a big part of the overall big point of it all!
A very big problem for me is that I have to try to describe
in words, the indescribable sight of what should be impossible.
A very fast and incredibly complex series of
sights and events is topped of by the completely impossible!
And that's just the start.
The impossible happens again, many times over and then the intensity
of the sight of the Moon's changed light somehow actually manages
to multiply, as the spectacle literally evolves, and grows as it does
way more than just last! (Here is just one more example of me repeating
myself. I repeat myself, that's what I do. I hope that overall, it
I can only say that all of my descriptions sound completely
lacking and hollow to me when I read then.
Even all the descriptions I have written so far taken together strike
me the same hollow way. I understand that I am able to do and say
only so much.
My hope is that all of the overlapping descriptions of the
sights and events that I continue to write about, will continue
to slowly build a better picture.
This approach starts to explain why there is so much that seems to
be repeated within what I write.
This effect is evident above and below this point on this page. This
does also go back to the point I make about how a reader needs to
have a great deal of patience when they read what I write.
By luck, or more like by a total fluke,
I saw the object and the first part of the event that is generated.
I realize that this situation's implications are always much more
far reaching than I can ever imagine.
I try to remember that none of this is my fault as I try to describe
the return that I saw.
I can describe the sights that I saw. I did
not see the entire visual event that is generated.
I did see the heart and focal point of this event
I can describe the sights and the exact series of events that lead
very directly to the creation of this fantastic incredible impossible
very special sight!
As a way for me to try to at least partially understand
and then describe this event, I divide the event as far as know it,
into three basic overall phases. Ultimately the visual spectacle that
the object generates out of the Moon's light surely has more than
only three phases. There is a brief refocusing or time of changing
focus, "the transition period," that occurs between phase
one and phase two of the lasting light visual spectacle that I loosely
refer to as the illusion.
Here's another point to try to start to clarify.
The illusion must surely not be an actual real illusion, or maybe
it is, I have no real idea.
What exactly is an illusion?
What exactly is the changed and lasting light?
The changed light is real light. The changed light is really seen.
It is really there.
Do these points make this awesome sight an illusion?
Illusion or not it is the most awesome sight and it is real light
from the real rock of the Moon and it does the most fantastic things!
I have no idea what this event, that is the sight of
the Moon's light, really is, besides the fact that it is the light
from the Moon.
I understand some basic things but I can't answer any of the big questions
about what it all means. All I know is what this sight and event look
I can describe part of what I assume is "the mystery." Ultimately
the focal point of the illusion, the heart of the mystery, turns and
the Moon's light focuses very specifically at you, if you are looking.
The shape of the focal point and the way it appears should just simply
It turns out that somehow the impossible is
At this point the suddenly intensely shocked and struggling viewer
is faced with the fact that they are now somehow suddenly locked into
the ultimate, most intense and most difficult staring contest in all
of Earth's history. This description is surly true, but it comes nowhere
close to describing it.
Understanding that this ultimate sight is important is something that
I can do. I can never come close to understanding just how important
this sight of this changed light actually really is.
The shape effects are real.
It is a simple thing for me to realize that the shape effects are
at the very heart of some sort of truly fantastic thing. Ultimately
I know that everyone will realize that this is were we actually somehow
came from. I know this but I also know that it will only be when others
also see, before anyone else also knows this incredible difficult
thing. There are many things that I know I will never finally understand.
I am able to understand that seeing this sight is the
only possible way that a person could possibly actually believe that
this could be true. It goes even farther than that for me.
The idea of what happens is so impossible sounding that even people's
sudden awareness that the object is real once they hear that it has
actually been spotted rolling down towards us will not be anywhere
near enough of a reason for anyone to even possibly begin to realize
that my descriptions could be true.
Even when those final seconds are ticking down when the obelisk shaped
point of the big Black Road, the main big shadow, is streaking into
the distance of the valley about to go up and down and up and down
while it is still strait, right before it starts drawing the zig zagging
squiggly line with all of those future viewer's eyes riding on it's
point, there's still no way anyone could really finally truly believe
what happens next, until they see it for themselves.
I want interested people to realize that they
to can also see the ultimate ancient mystery.
I saw it and I know that it's coming back.
Many things are very difficult as it turns out. This is easy for me
Also I am able to say that many of the reasons for difficulties are
also reasons why there is real hope.
Because I know and live with the object and the reality of the memory
of it's visual spectacle and the shape effects, I am able to understand
that there are some very big and real reasons why there is actually
I realize that the reasons I can list for hope will be to impossible
sounding to be believed. I understand that, and that's ok.
Because I know these reasons are as real as the changed light, I am
able to feel somewhat better. Because I know that real reasons for
some hope are there, I understand that it is
important to say so.
I don't know how far the reasons for hope go but I understand that
real hope is there. I think that it is very important for people to
know about the idea of hope. These reasons are the main things that
help me. (Here I go again, repeating myself. I understand that the
idea of hope really is something that is well worth repeating.)
There are many indescribable things that I try to describe.
One basic idea is that the ancient people who saw this event and then
regularly wrote about this event, were looking up.
It appears as if things did occur on the Earth but a great many things
that were written about actually happened up there within the area
of the changed light especially the "plain," area of lasting
Because I know that this is actually true, I don't have a problem
with the fact that it sounds impossible and it sounds as though it
could not possibly be true. It turns out that there is nothing simple
about any of this object returning and illusion business. Seeing the
object and seeing what happens in the Moon's changed light is the
only thing that will help.
I'm not here trying to convince or argue points.
On that future day at the appointed time, the Fullness of Time will
once again be rolling down across between the Earth and the Moon.
Once again there will be many human eyes riding
the big shadow's point,
all being drawn deeper into the distance of the expanse of the Moon's
changed light, strait towards the sight of the sculpting of the Awesome
I know this can only sound impossible. I saw this happen and I know
that this big sight has always been and is always returning.
People don't need to believe me now in order
to know to look later.
I am very happy to know that soon there will be many others will also
know, having also seen.
My view started from a point were the Moon was
already obscured by the object, but before the object seems
to settle into place in position in front of the Moon, and then tilts
instead of rolls at the viewer.
The tilting signals the beginning of the sight
of the valley, phase one of the illusion.
At first I only saw the object rolling down without any sort of valley
or place attached to the right.
The very fast forward moving, forward rolling object sinks down, very
slowly dropping as it crosses the face of the Moon from the left to
the right. The tilting and light blending or merging starts and then
suddenly the light from the face of the Moon is seen seemingly to
rise over the object's upper right horizon.
A view of a very real looking, truly fantastic valley is very suddenly
It's the Moon but, now it looks "exactly," like
My view lasted from just before the sight of the valley,
up until just before the down ward facing crescent moon's effect's
would have started to have been seen carried forward within the second
phase of the illusion.
The object itself was well low enough at the end of my view for the
downward facing crescent shape to be seen normally but because of
the way the light is behaving it was still not seen. The Moon's light
moving during phase two of the illusion was on the very verge of rising
or finally being seen arriving over the object's upper left horizon,
the top, as well as the upper right horizon area were it has only
been visible rising from so far.
I think of this end point as perhaps about the first
one quarter of phase two of the illusion. I don't really know how
long phase two lasts for. I can only guess based on the last sights
I saw, the shape effects, and an ancient depiction that does seen
to basically replicate the shape of the light during phase two of
My guess of one quarter will somehow surely ultimately
be an inaccurate representation as to when my view ended. I try to
take guesses at things and I try to always say when I'm guessing and
when I'm not guessing. Also many many things I think I know or thought
I knew become outdated or obsolete or just plain wrong because my
evolving understanding that always seems to go with this entire object
business. An unavoidable result is that I can't ever hope to be completely
accurate in every area or even any area. This has always been a process
for me. In the end the effect will always surely be the same for everyone.
There is no way any one ever has or ever will just
simply stand there and see this thing, this event, and then turn around
and accurately explain much of any thing never mind more than that.
What should be impossible is just not easy to explain.
I know I can't explain it or completely accurately describe it, and
I hope people will remember that.
Later, in the future, after the Return event is know
again and is well studied, people will be able to easily see and understand
exactly were and exactly when my view of the last return started,
and when it ended. All of the separate descriptions that I have written,
taken together, describe exactly when my view started and exactly
when it ended.
This will be something that will be simple for then to realize and
understand at that point in time in the future.
I have to repeat that I am not able to answer any of
the big questions. I know what some of the big questions are but I
really can't answer any of them at all.
I can only try to do what is right with what I saw.
Somehow by a complete fluke I find myself in this very
I know that this should not be happening but I know that somehow it
is. I will continue to try my best to care for my two young children
as I also try to do what is right. It is my hope that doing what is
right and doing what I have to do will somehow add up to helping my
children and also ultimately all the children.
I know there is hope, and I believe that I can succeed.
On behalf of the children,