Just to start with the sight of this massive crater
covered forward rolling celestial object seemingly basically headed
in your direction is easily a completely heart stopping and heart
accelerating sight to see all by itself before the Lasting Light event
even starts! A
very scary big and very important thing to know about! This massive
place does roll down past us every forty plus years or so and I know
that it is as simple as that.
I saw the brilliant hard rolling ground of the surface of the Ancient
a kid I thought that except for the way it's craters all looked with
the standing crater rim pieces that circle every crater, the Object
looked like the Moon all cleaned up swept and vacuumed and even polished.
Certain things are simple for me. I know that the Object I saw is
real and it is headed back basically right now. This is simple but
actually very difficult to know.
Then there is the sight of the Moon's changed and Lasting Light, what
I used to always call "the illusion," a very very difficult
thing to know. Not only that but when it comes to talking and writing
about what I saw especially what happens within the Moon's changed
light the difficulties I know and feel increase.
do I report the orbiting celestial Object I saw and what I perceive
to be a potential dangerous situation caused by the passing of the
Object while at the same time there is this fantastic bizarre and
wonderful thing that it does? The changed and lasting light from the
Moon, "The Awesome Good." The Awesome Good really does happen
there and also much much more! Also who do I report what I saw too?
The whole Ancient Object and changed light business and everything
that happens has never been easy for me to think about. For most of
my life it was easier to think about the Object itself as opposed
to the changed and Lasting Light from the Moon.
In an early effort to report my sighting of the Ancient Object I figured
maybe I could basically stick to the Object itself, it's flight path
and what the craters looked like etc, at least as my focus. I figured
that if the Object I saw and knew was known in some circles descriptions
of the Ancient Object's surface itself would be enough and the fact
that I had seen the Object would be obvious.
eventually started to really think that I could possible successfully
report the Object if I focused on the Object instead of what the Object
actually does when it effects the sight of the Moon's light, when
it changes the Moon's light and the light from the background of space.
This lead to a completely misguided and unsuccessful effort.
experience of this failure caused me to except the sights that I saw
much more easily.
I started to learn to except the things I saw and the things that
I know. Also it's been a long process for me to finally realize that
the Object I saw really is unknown. Even a person who I thought would
know if anybody actually knew, did not seem to actually know about
this Ancient Object.
reported my sighting of the Object to a person that I have a great
deal of respect for and I still do have great respect for this person.
In many ways I was starting out at that point and I was not prepared
to really face the sight of the Awesome Good once again. I had good
intentions but I was not used to describing my view and I was not
really willing to just simply say the things I knew needed to be said.
though I knew a Return is about the Ancient Object and the changed
light from the Moon, I was mainly focused on the hard ground of the
Object itself and at that time I would have preferred to keep things
that way. Once I did mention the changed light I immediately regretted
mentioning the changed light and back tracked trying to suggest that
the light that came from and then began to rise from over the Object's
upper right horizon was basically just to bizarre and that I had been
back I am actually happy with the way everything turned out. If that
credible person had shown any interest I don't think I would have
tried as hard. Definitely I know I would not have been were I am now.
I would like to thank "you," for showing no interest. Finally
I got to work.
It was a shock for me after I had spent even years deciding I had
to do some thing and then months bracing to finally click send in
order to begin to report my view. Then a huge shock for me! No interest!
That was a major blow for me, one that I now know I needed.
should I do now?
In my mind I had just gone to the top and it had got me no where!
Real shock and then gradually more and more a feeling of real desperation
started to grow. There are some private and personal aspects to this
as well that I will not be discussing. To try to quickly sum this
up and get past this point, I learned to, focus on this, and I learned
how to focus on the very difficult even intimidating and very unnaturally
fresh memories of the changed light. Out of my desperation and eventually
very directly out of my determination, suddenly a few weeks later,
or some time later, the most incredible thing just simply even magically
as plain as day The Large Shape Effect was just simply right there
for me to see!
All of a sudden I realized that I had been seeing it in a peripheral
sort of way on and off for a number of days but now suddenly there
it was, I was seeing it at the same time I was thinking about it and
this caused me to suddenly realize The Large Shape Effect!
I already knew this shape but hadn't really seen it this way for many
The actual greatest thing I know!
And there falling away from the valley was the actual rolling ground
of the Ancient Object itself down low, actually rolling, turning,
at the bottom of The Large Shape Effect.
Along with the whole Large Shape Effect itself, I had suddenly rediscovered
the hard rolling ground of the Object itself!
I suddenly was actually able to see the horizon!
The place were the Object ends and the changed light from the Moon
The actual shape of things!
It turns out that this is huge!
This is a very important basic thing to know!
I am very convinced that in the long run it will
be the idea and the mystery and the awareness of the existence of
The Shape Effects that will be the most important thing or
contribution that I will have made.
had it all backwards before when I was trying to approach
a single individual with my descriptions of the Ancient Object I saw
while trying to avoid the changed light and even backtracking and
wishing I hadn't mentioned the changed light. Now I understand the
point is the Object, yes that's true but the fantastic thing is what
the Object does, not the Object itself.
point is to forget about one guy, even if he is at the top, and instead
tell everyone about the changed light, what it looks like, what it
does, and then try to describe the fantastic part about The Shape
Effects, the actual after effects that the changed light leaves you
People need to know about this!
I can't concern myself with single individuals, even if they are at
Eventually the people, at the top are going to catch on and they will,
in the mean time the point is for people to have heard the idea of
the Ancient Object and the changed light, the Awesome Good that does
happen there and ultimately, the after effects of the intense pressure
of seeing the changed light, "The Shape Effects." That's
In the end after all the tough questions,
it's the incredible Shape Effects that are at the
very core of the big point of it all!
Our ancestors knew this and realized the importance
of The Shape Effects.
I've gone from trying to report the Object at the expense of the changed
light to focusing on the changed light instead of the Object itself.
The Object is beyond awesome and incredible, and impressive, but
the Moon's changed light really is the thing!
I feel much better now that I finally understand some of the big main
point of it all.
able to later see the Large Shape Effect and The Small Shape Effect
and the reversible movie clips, and the clear memories and everything
that has to do with the qualities of The Shape Effects are at the
very heart of the ultimate ancient mystery!
As I try to describe this is going to the most basic level and is
at the very heart of the Awesome Good and the reality of human life
in it's present form!
This truly is a key to understanding.
This is something that people in the future will be intensely studying
and deeply involved in at a far deeper level than I am able to go.
If I can help people to realize The Shape Effects are going to happen
to them when they see the changed light then that will actually be
a very real contribution.
Return Viewer's Guide is obviously important and at the end of the
Black Road is the big sight were we come from but beyond is the effects
and the influences of The Shape Effects.
The Shape Effects are actually somehow at the very
heart of us all!
It's the power and the pressure
and the screaming intensity and the feeling
of the sight of the changed light focused on you and it's after effects,
the way the changed light sights imprint themselves into you that
is the Awesome Good itself!
I am very lucky to actually know this!
the individual who I approached had been interested I may not have
felt the desperation and I may never have seen The Shape Effects again.
I am very fortunate that this individual was not interested.
If you, ever find yourself reading here on this page I really have
to thank you for your complete and total lack of interest and your
"lack of expertise in this area," as you put it.
Thanks, you helped me forward.
I don't really know what I expected from you.
E-mailing you was like making a commitment to do something about this
Thanks for being polite.
Also once again thanks for doing the important work that you do.
I hope that you will also have a chance to see,
all the best.
sincerely Don Beeton